I dont think i want to believe in love anymore.
Its kind of gotten to the point where it seems so.. amazing. But its really nothing. It comes and goes. Flickers and dies.
Lately ive questioned Safety. What it really means to feel safe. And how. How do i feel safe when the world is crashing down and I feel like I cant do a single thing to stop it. I dont think i could ever do a single thing to stop it. Its scary.
I used to tell myself that I wouldnt be one of those girls who would be so dependant on a guy that they would have to cling to them for everything. But I think im at that stange where i do need help.
All my friends know I wont take it. Help. I dont like to. I hate to. Its not.. Becoming. Sure. Everyone has a hard time and stuff.. But I want to know I can do stuff on my own without other people. But i get scared.
to be continued after dinner.
I lied. I lost my thought. Meh.
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